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Alone In The Garden

by Hacienda Gardeners

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1.
I'm losing control of my life All the pain and all the strife I deal with every single day And I can't fall asleep at night I've been betrayed Felt so afraid I was too far gone I had nothing to say All alone in the garden Not feeling so great You're the one I hate It's getting late I'm losing control of my life All the pain and all the strife I deal with every single day I can't fall asleep at night I've been betrayed Felt so afraid I was too far gone I had nothing to say Alone in the garden Not feeling so great And you're the one I hate
2.
Deciever 02:02
You're the deceiver and you target me because I'm a believer You say I'm an overachiever You tried to hold me back and make me meaner Get out of my head I never listened to a word you said I am so upset Filled with so much dread I'm so sick of all of this mess You're the deceiver and you target me because I'm a believer Is it 'cause I'm a singer You're afraid that I'm gonna reach too many people And help them see that you're a narcissist and a coward and a thief I'll never fear you I will not run I'll stand tall and you're the one I'll shun
3.
Out Of Sight 04:52
Take at look at my life Wish I was out of sight I'm isolated from society And they told so many lies They want to see me die inside They want me to be nothing They turned their backs on me They make up these things They tear me down Don't want to see me king They stole my dreams Told me that I'm nothing Told me to get a job and that I'm a slob I will walk away from everything And I won't look back I just need something more And I can't stop now I'm running out the door Can't go on living like this I've been crawling on the floor I need something more And I will walk away from everything And I won't look back I just need something more And I can't stop now I'm running out the door Can't go on living like this I've been crawling on the floor I need something more
4.
Isolated 02:41
Isolated everyday Nowhere to run I can't escape I'm stuck in here Is this my fate? To be depressed And I just can't wait To get away from this place 28 years down the drain I feel like a hopeless case And it feels like I'm losing the race Terrorized everyday and night They lie about me Trying to make me fight They don't know how to embrace what is right They lie about me when I'm out of sight Alone in the garden tonight I'm trapped and I can't see the light They claim that I'm high as a kite I'm clean and sober and I'm doing alright Terrorized everyday and night They lie about me Trying to make me fight They don't know how to embrace what is right They lie about me when I'm out of sight She don't wanna look my way 'Cause she believes everything that they say They go out of their way to spread hatred and lies They want to see me die inside They play all their stupid games Such a shame They say I'm insane They try to pull me down They don't want me to stick around They say that I'm a clown I'm falling down
5.
All Alone 02:40
All alone again without a friend Everyone has left the building They left me alone in the danger zone No one to call on the phone And I can't believe that my life has turned out like this I wish I could back in time and get back the years I missed I was so dumb for trusting you I was so naive and stupid too Blamed myself for everything I felt so much pain I was a fool I wish I could back in time before it fell apart I almost lost my mind Now theres nothing I can do I can't go on like this It's a shame that I trusted you And I can't believe that my life has turned out like this I wish I could back in time and get back the years I missed I was so dumb for trusting you I was so naive and stupid too Blamed myself for everything I felt so much pain I was a fool
6.
Lies 02:06
It's almost 11PM And I've lost all of my friends Because of a narcissist He made up lies and now I am pissed Targeted everyone on his list He went one by one and tried to dismiss Tore me down and spread all his lies To discredit me and to try to hide Now I can't even go outside I've got no one to confide in They want me to stay inside They are trying to ruin my life They tried to close my eyes They want me to be blind Tried to shut me up so I can't speak my mind Shut me out so I can't shine Now I can't even fall asleep at night Now I can't even go outside I've got no one to confide in They want me to stay inside They are trying to ruin my life
7.
Shunned 01:38
There's gotta be a better way I hope that things will change I'm living in misery My life is such a tragedy I'm alone in the garden No one's around I'm all by myself I can't hear the sound And they all turned their backs on me Betrayed me with a kiss and now I'm suffering Living in misery I hope that I can be free From all of this chaos and hopelessness All the bullies, narcs, and hypocrites And it's sad to see what my life has become They say that I'm ugly and I have been shunned
8.
Bus Stop 02:03
I don't care what they say I'm not afraid and to my dismay I thought that I was going insane Everyday I felt so lame On my own without a home Out here in the streets in the cold At a bus stop No one's around I'm am lost and I'm not found I'm isolated from everyone Life's no fun I can't go on living like this anymore And I feel like I don't belong I don't know what to do So much fear Wish it was untrue Nowhere to go I've got no home It's 'cause of the seeds I've sown And all of the scars I've shown And on the streets is where I'll roam I have been disowned And I just wanted you to know
9.
Empty Inside 01:44
I don't know what to do I lost the love of my life I wish it was untrue My enemy turned her on me And now i'm all alone and I want to scream I feel so dead and empty inside There's no reason, no rhyme I've got no Valentine Should've saw the signs It cuts me like a knife I want to do what's right I'm trying hard not to fight I'm letting her go I just wanted her to know That I feel so bad and I feel so sad It's such a shame that she walked away All because of a lie from someone that was insane
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released September 4, 2022

Nate Pizano - vocals, guitar, bass, programming, lyrics, artwork

Composed, Arranged, and Produced by Nate Pizano

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Hacienda Gardeners is an American indie rock band from Los Angeles, California

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