1. |
Losing Control
01:28
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I'm losing control of my life
All the pain and all the strife
I deal with every single day
And I can't fall asleep at night
I've been betrayed
Felt so afraid
I was too far gone
I had nothing to say
All alone in the garden
Not feeling so great
You're the one I hate
It's getting late
I'm losing control of my life
All the pain and all the strife
I deal with every single day
I can't fall asleep at night
I've been betrayed
Felt so afraid
I was too far gone
I had nothing to say
Alone in the garden
Not feeling so great
And you're the one I hate
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2. |
Deciever
02:02
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You're the deceiver and you target me because I'm a believer
You say I'm an overachiever
You tried to hold me back and make me meaner
Get out of my head
I never listened to a word you said
I am so upset
Filled with so much dread
I'm so sick of all of this mess
You're the deceiver and you target me because I'm a believer
Is it 'cause I'm a singer
You're afraid that I'm gonna reach too many people
And help them see that you're a narcissist and a coward and a thief
I'll never fear you
I will not run
I'll stand tall and you're the one I'll shun
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3. |
Out Of Sight
04:52
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Take at look at my life
Wish I was out of sight
I'm isolated from society
And they told so many lies
They want to see me die inside
They want me to be nothing
They turned their backs on me
They make up these things
They tear me down
Don't want to see me king
They stole my dreams
Told me that I'm nothing
Told me to get a job and that I'm a slob
I will walk away from everything
And I won't look back
I just need something more
And I can't stop now
I'm running out the door
Can't go on living like this
I've been crawling on the floor
I need something more
And I will walk away from everything
And I won't look back
I just need something more
And I can't stop now
I'm running out the door
Can't go on living like this
I've been crawling on the floor
I need something more
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4. |
Isolated
02:41
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Isolated everyday
Nowhere to run
I can't escape
I'm stuck in here
Is this my fate?
To be depressed
And I just can't wait
To get away from this place
28 years down the drain
I feel like a hopeless case
And it feels like I'm losing the race
Terrorized everyday and night
They lie about me
Trying to make me fight
They don't know how to embrace what is right
They lie about me when I'm out of sight
Alone in the garden tonight
I'm trapped and I can't see the light
They claim that I'm high as a kite
I'm clean and sober and I'm doing alright
Terrorized everyday and night
They lie about me
Trying to make me fight
They don't know how to embrace what is right
They lie about me when I'm out of sight
She don't wanna look my way
'Cause she believes everything that they say
They go out of their way to spread hatred and lies
They want to see me die inside
They play all their stupid games
Such a shame
They say I'm insane
They try to pull me down
They don't want me to stick around
They say that I'm a clown
I'm falling down
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5. |
All Alone
02:40
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All alone again without a friend
Everyone has left the building
They left me alone in the danger zone
No one to call on the phone
And I can't believe that my life has turned out like this
I wish I could back in time and get back the years I missed
I was so dumb for trusting you
I was so naive and stupid too
Blamed myself for everything
I felt so much pain
I was a fool
I wish I could back in time before it fell apart
I almost lost my mind
Now theres nothing I can do
I can't go on like this
It's a shame that I trusted you
And I can't believe that my life has turned out like this
I wish I could back in time and get back the years I missed
I was so dumb for trusting you
I was so naive and stupid too
Blamed myself for everything
I felt so much pain
I was a fool
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6. |
Lies
02:06
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It's almost 11PM
And I've lost all of my friends
Because of a narcissist
He made up lies and now I am pissed
Targeted everyone on his list
He went one by one and tried to dismiss
Tore me down and spread all his lies
To discredit me and to try to hide
Now I can't even go outside
I've got no one to confide in
They want me to stay inside
They are trying to ruin my life
They tried to close my eyes
They want me to be blind
Tried to shut me up so I can't speak my mind
Shut me out so I can't shine
Now I can't even fall asleep at night
Now I can't even go outside
I've got no one to confide in
They want me to stay inside
They are trying to ruin my life
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7. |
Shunned
01:38
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There's gotta be a better way
I hope that things will change
I'm living in misery
My life is such a tragedy
I'm alone in the garden
No one's around
I'm all by myself
I can't hear the sound
And they all turned their backs on me
Betrayed me with a kiss and now I'm suffering
Living in misery
I hope that I can be free
From all of this chaos and hopelessness
All the bullies, narcs, and hypocrites
And it's sad to see what my life has become
They say that I'm ugly and I have been shunned
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8. |
Bus Stop
02:03
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I don't care what they say
I'm not afraid and to my dismay
I thought that I was going insane
Everyday I felt so lame
On my own without a home
Out here in the streets in the cold
At a bus stop
No one's around
I'm am lost and I'm not found
I'm isolated from everyone
Life's no fun
I can't go on living like this anymore
And I feel like I don't belong
I don't know what to do
So much fear
Wish it was untrue
Nowhere to go
I've got no home
It's 'cause of the seeds I've sown
And all of the scars I've shown
And on the streets is where I'll roam
I have been disowned
And I just wanted you to know
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9. |
Empty Inside
01:44
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I don't know what to do
I lost the love of my life
I wish it was untrue
My enemy turned her on me
And now i'm all alone and I want to scream
I feel so dead and empty inside
There's no reason, no rhyme
I've got no Valentine
Should've saw the signs
It cuts me like a knife
I want to do what's right
I'm trying hard not to fight
I'm letting her go
I just wanted her to know
That I feel so bad and I feel so sad
It's such a shame that she walked away
All because of a lie from someone that was insane
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10. |
Alone In The Garden
04:29
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Hacienda Gardeners Los Angeles, California
Hacienda Gardeners is an American indie rock band from Los Angeles, California
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