1. |
||||
|
Welcome home
Back to the danger zone
Where I'm from
Feels like I don't belong
I've grown up and I don't want to stay
Stuck in this place playing all these games
Now I'm running from this atrocity
No more misery
All of this tragedy has broken my heart in two
And I've done all that I can do
I'll never change her mind
I think about her all the time
There's no reason, no rhyme
Broken-hearted tonight
Getting older every day
Lately I've been so afraid
Moving forward
Moving ahead
I'm sick of my room
I'm sick of my bed
I need a change all of this
I'm moving away 'cause I've been pissed
Feeling stagnant and feeling confined
I need to move on and finally thrive
I'll never change her mind
I think about her all the time
There's no reason, no rhyme
Broken-hearted tonight
|
||||
2. |
Camouflage
01:52
|
|||
|
I'm back again with another album
I'm ready
Time to defend my reputation
From all the lies
They victimize and terrorize me
They wear their disguise
They're colorblind
They see in black and white
They avoid the light
They dwell in the dark
They're all sharks, scumbags and snakes and liars and narcs
And they prey on people who made the mistake of trusting them in the first place
They've got no lives
All they want to do is fight and attack my friends and family
It's sad they cannot see
They live in scarcity
When they're confronted they flee
They're the enemy
They believe other people are better than them
And they have too much time on their hands
They blend in and camouflage
I see through their disguise
They spread all of their lies
I'll never compromise
I won't break
I won't bend
They try so hard to offend
They gossip and slander 'cause they are in danger
They're scared of losing it all
I won't fall
I won't stall
I'll keep on
They keep on going on and targeting me in society
Thank God I'm free
They want me to trip, and slip and land in the gutter
I won't be scared
I won't shake
I won't shudder
Why can't they just leave the premise 'cause lately I've been pissed
I don't want to deal with this
|
||||
3. |
Expire
02:04
|
|||
|
When I was young I didn't take life seriously
But now I'm older and I'm struggling to be free
They want to hold me back and keep me confined
In a bind so I cannot shine
They want to see me living in misery
Just like them
They claimed that they were my friend
And then they turned their backs and now I'm under attack
They must be snorting cocaine and smoking crack
They make up lies about me
It's a shame
They want to see me fail and experience pain
I did nothing to them
I was so cool
I gave them so much and I was a fool
And now I see that everything was warped
On this planet I'm on
I'm walking out the door
They're trying to get back into my life
And now they realize that I'm out of sight
And they can't even look in the mirror
They've got no reflection
They are vampires
Apparitions
They've got no desires
They just want to hurt people 'til they expire
|
||||
4. |
This Hate
02:00
|
|||
|
Skating down the streets
It's dark outside
And I can't see what's right in front of me
It's early in the morning
I'm headed for the cafe
I've got to drink some coffee
I need some caffeine
Sometimes I just want to scream
I want to stand tall and I don't want to fall
Down on the ground
I don't want to crawl anymore
I've got so much more in store
I've gotta move forward and live my life
I don't just want to survive
I want to thrive
No more strife every night
I want to feel the sunlight on my skin
It's alright
Don't want to isolate anymore
I want to celebrate and I want to soar
High in the skies
It's not too late
No reason to hate
I've gotta get rid of this hate
|
||||
5. |
True Insanity
01:55
|
|||
|
It's a tragedy
They tried to stop me
It was astonishing when I saw what was happening
Right in front of me
I couldn't believe my eyes
I thought I was colorblind
Seeing in black and white
The people I trusted stabbed me in the back
And started to attack me
And now they can't even talk to me anymore
They have to ignore me
'Cause they know what they did and they know I know
It's kinda sad
They keep talking their crap
They say I'm a con artist and a scammer
But really they're the messed up ones
And they've been shunned
Their lives are no fun
And they're starting to run away
From the bay
'Cause they've been exposed for who they truly are
And they want to disregard the truth
They don't want to face me
They avoid my friends and family like the plague
And I'm not the only one
They attack so many people and talk behind their backs
|
||||
6. |
Until They're Through
01:06
|
|||
|
Can't they just take a hint
and move away from everyone that they terrorize and victimize?
I despise them
Can't they just leave town and flee the country?
I don't know
Hurting innocent lives
They try to destroy other people who are genuine
These swine try to attack me and others
And all they want to do is abuse
and smother everyone with their hatred and dark energy
They feel like other people are their property
They'll do anything they can do to get over on you until they're through
|
||||
7. |
Colorblind
03:12
|
|||
|
They've got so much fear and hatred in their minds
They live in the dark
They can't stand the light
They're colorblind
They see in black and white
They've gotta go what is wrong
They can't embrace what is right
They avoid God and worship satan
They live their lives lying, gossiping, and hating
It's truly sad they choose to do what they do
It makes no sense
They always try to hurt you
There's nothing I can do or say to make them change their ways
They're sick in the head
They need therapy
That'd be a waste of time
It would do nothing
They attempt to steal other people's personalities and identifies
It's disgusting
And when you're not around they act like you around other people
And they say things that are untrue
They make up lies and stories
They can't stop themselves from gossiping
It's something messed up inside their brains
They know they're insane in the membrane
They'll never change
These people are sick
They're narcissists
And when they're accused they throw it back on you
And say that you're the one that's making up things
When it's clear as day that you know what's up
They live in denial
They run from the truth
They can't smile unless they're damaging you
These people are gross and it makes me sick even talking about them
They're all fake friends
Chameleons
And they won't repent for their sins
They break others hearts
They always have to offend until they are discarded
Then that is the end
|
||||
8. |
Karma
02:32
|
|||
|
If you think they got away with everything they did
I have something to say
Karma will repay them for all they've done
Hurting people just for fun
They think there will be no repercussions for all their actions
They think that they are free
Justice will be served for their atrocities
|
||||
9. |
Full Steam Ahead
01:36
|
|||
|
The door was slammed in my face
But now I'm coming back and I'm winning the race
They call me a disgrace
But now I'm moving forward and slapping the bass
Strumming my guitar
Writing lyrics and driving my car
Blasting music and trying to drown out of the noise
And I love these sounds
They have to move on
They're living in the past
They can't keep living their lives so slow
I'm moving fast
Full steam ahead
And I will get back
Avoiding all their attacks
They wear so many different hats
They decided to irritate me
Why can't they be friendly and not try to pull people down
It's sad they'll never see
They'll betray everyone
People can't see that they're being lied to effortlessly
When they find out
When people see that are a freak and they're narcissists
I was so naive for so many years
There was so much fear
I was blind
Couldn't see things clear
Wanted to believe everyone was cool just like me but man I was a fool
|
||||
10. |
The Top
02:45
|
|||
|
This album is dedicated to everyone that was stuck in last
In the back of the line
Told to take a seat while others got in front of me
For so many years told I was worth nothing
My teachers and peers didn't want me to speak
They wanted to see me fall down the cliff
Didn't want to see me rise like a phoenix
And now I'm sailing on the river getting ahead
It makes them mad that I'm not on meds
It makes them upset
Makes them go ballistic
They all said I'd be a statistic
They claimed I'm worthless and better off dead
They said I was a failure
But now I'm headed straight to the top of the mountain
Climbing to the summit
I can hear them shouting
They didn't think I would make it this far
They thought I would be lost in the dark
That's not the case
I'm laughing in their face
They spend so much time talking about me
What a waste!
That's OK
They can keep throwing shade
I see the truth and I finally see reality
I will not be a slave
I won't be afraid
That's all I have to say
Have a nice day
|
||||
Hacienda Gardeners Los Angeles, California
Hacienda Gardeners is an American indie rock band from Los Angeles, California
If you like Hacienda Gardeners, you may also like:
Only Lovers Left Alive (single)
by Taleen Kali
Taleen Kali's latest single harkens back to the sweet garage pop sound of Dum Dum Girls and Frankie Rose and the Outs.
go to album
Frantic Semantic EP
by Grow Rich
Fuzzy and swirling shoegaze soundscapes from Indonesia full of emotion and DIY spirit.
go to album
Delightful and delirious shoegaze from this NYC group, with syrupy guitars and dreamy vocals.
go to album
A fascinating mash-up of jazz sensibility with Krautrock motorik on an album that mesmerizes with repetition.
go to album
Amnesia Haze
by Velcro Lewis Group
The longtime Chicago psych-funk outfit offers up five colorful barnburners with all the tension and energy of the current political moment.
go to album
Arrogance is the Death of Men
by Skinshape
featured on Bandcamp Radio Dec 8, 2020
go to album
Stuffed & Ready
by Cherry Glazerr
Clementine Creevy transmogrifies her punky sound into glossy indie rock for Cherry Glazerr's third LP.
go to album
