1. |
Flashback
04:04
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I almost lost myself
Fear and regret
I couldn't save myself
I was so upset
I was bittersweet to forget
All the wasted years I was depressed
Couldn't get out of bed
Cried so many tears
All the time I spent thinking of her
And now she broke my heart
Felt sorry for myself
I needed hope and a fresh start
Why can't I just learn to walk away from everything?
I wanna forget about her
Don't want a flashback to occur
And why can't I just throw it all away?
I don't want to play this game
All this hurt and all this pain
Feeling so afraid
Every single day
I almost threw in the towel
I was living in hell
All alone in the danger zone
Down in the hole
Thought it was over for me
Stuck in misery
I wasn't free
I couldn't see any signs
My destiny
I couldn't take much more
I had to walk out the door
Overwhelmed
Everyday was the same
Was so lame
Felt worthless
So hopeless
Under so much stress
Needed help
No one knew what I was going through
Felt so blue
So much fear inside my mind
Life was bad all the time
Why can't I just learn to walk away from everything?
I wanna forget about her
Don't want a flashback to occur
And why can't I just throw it all away?
I don't want to play this game
All this hurt and all this pain
Feeling so afraid
Every single day
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2. |
Falling
02:52
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Can't keep playing these games
All the hatred and shame
I deal with everyday
It's been hurting my brain
I've been playing charades
I wish I could get away
It's a shame you had to betray
I won't listen to a word you say
I'm sorry
I've been
Hurting
Falling
Had a flashback the other day
Lately I've been so afraid
And to my dismay
I hate feeling this way
Wish that things could change
And now it starts to fade
I'm over here in the bay
Away from everything
I'm sorry
I've been
Hurting
Falling
I'm sorry
I've been
Hurting
Falling
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3. |
Dreamer
02:13
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Falling behind
Living my life
Broken heart
Shattered mind
Can't go on
Living like this
I've gotta change
My life is a mess
I don't want to be a statistic
I don't want to be realistic
I didn't want to leave her but she was a clinger
I became a drinker
The heartbreak lingered
They say I'm a dreamer
An overachiever
And I'm a believer while they bow down to caesar
Why do they have to be so sadistic, narcissistic, and so pessimistic?
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4. |
Too Late
01:24
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I wish that I could walk away from everything just for one day
I need to get away from this place
It's driving me insane
I can't escape
Couldn't recognize my face when I looked in the mirror
Felt like a disgrace
They tell me that it's too late
I won't be replaced and I won't lose the race
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5. |
Depression
02:43
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Depression was my obsession
I was trapped in hell
Couldn't go anywhere
Wanted to disappear for so many years
They said there was no cure
I was unaware
I have a confession
I've got this aggression
Sometimes I dwell on all the times that I failed
And it makes me sad
Couldn't understand
I've got all these demands and no time to make plans for myself
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6. |
Laugh Out Loud
02:16
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Driving down the street
Passing all these people
They all want to see me fall down the steeple
They're all watching me hoping that I'll fail
So they can point at me and mock and laugh out loud
All the hatred and lies
They want to see me die
It's an eye for an eye
They'll never change their minds
They are victimized and terrorized
They need to open their eyes because they're all so blind
Walking around town with my head down
They insult me
Say I'll never be anything
I'm wasting time that I'll never see the limelight
That I'm an average guy
That there's no use in trying
They'll see me crying every day and night
Damaged and injured
Several things to fight
They'll never do what's right
They're all bark and no bite
Wish they could take a flight and get out of my sight
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7. |
Black Hole
02:31
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Climbing out of this black hole
There's gotta be something more to life
I won't give up the fight
Running now I shut the door
They can't enter and tell me I'm wrong and stop writing songs
They treat life like it's a game
They tell me that I'm so lame
They're trying to use my life
They wanna hold me down
I don't know why
They say that I should just give up
That I am nothing
They say that I can't sing and that I'll never be anything at all
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Hacienda Gardeners Los Angeles, California
Hacienda Gardeners is an American indie rock band from Los Angeles, California
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