1. |
The Great Divide
02:10
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Separated and liberated
They all tell me to get in line
I'm so hated and bifurcated
And they just want me to run and hide
I won't back down
They don't want me to stick around
I'll keep falling down and standing up on the ground
They claim that I'm a clown
That I make awful sounds
I'll keep writing my songs and shouting out loud
They're laughing out loud and they want me to fail
They want to stop me and come in for the kill
They will not win
I will defend my legacy
It isn't over for me
Although they wish it was
They say I have no cause
For being alive
I want to live my life
The great divide
I just want to shine
I saw the signs
Couldn't believe my eyes
Is this my fate?
To put up with this hate?
Everyday they're putting me to shame
My name is Nate and I just want to escape
I asked her out on a date but it was way too late
Rejected again
I thought that I found a friend
Now I'm all alone and suffering
Wish I didn't feel like this
I paid the consequence
I'm standing on the fence
My life's been so intense
My heart is broken
And I feel so dumb
And I am not the only one
Who feels this way
I don't want to play this game
I'm caught out in the rain
And I'm the only one to blame
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2. |
Survive
02:36
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Looking in the mirror feeling so much fear
For so many years I couldn't see clear
Felt so ugly
Thought I was worth nothing
But now I see that I was living in misery
Ever since I was 5
I just wanted to survive
I wanted to be alive
And I didn't want to die
That all changed when I became a man
Dealing with depression
Thank God I didn't give in
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3. |
Late At Night
02:31
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I won't stop now
I won't throw in the towel
I won't give up 'cause they all want me to fail
I don't care and I'm well aware
That I'm under attack
And I won't turn back
I won't stop now
I won't throw in the towel
I won't give up
They all want me to fail
I don't care and I'm well aware
That I'm under attack
And I won't turn back
I'm in the garden and it's late at night
My enemy wants to put up a fight
Throwing shade
That's okay
I'm not afraid and I won't be a slave
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4. |
Projection
02:42
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Everyday of the week
They don't want me to succeed
They all say that I'm weak
They project themselves onto me
Everyday of the week
They don't want me to succeed
They all say that I'm weak
They project themselves onto me
It's so sad
They say I'm a freak
But they're the ones that need therapy
I'm too meek to talk about them
All their hatred and lies
There is no end
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5. |
Find A Way
02:58
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Take me away from this place
I am trapped
I need to escape
Find a way
Out of here
Living in fear for so many years
The energy that surrounds me
It's so bad
It's making me sad
Dragging me down
Making me feel so awful inside
I can't stop now
All of the hate I deal with everyday
It's getting old and I've got nothing to say
I can't take this anymore
I am walking out the door
For so long I felt helpless and worthless
I had to dismiss all of the lies I'm telling myself
I'm so sick of living in hell
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6. |
Throwing Away The Key
01:30
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Throwing away the key
No more living in misery
I don't care what they think
My life has been such a tragedy
I don't want to live this way
I'm ready to make a change
I won't play this game
Suffering everyday
Throwing away the key
No more living in misery
I don't care what they think
My life has been such a tragedy
I don't want to live this way
I'm ready to make a change
I won't play this game
Suffering everyday
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7. |
The Ledge
02:01
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I'm standing on the edge of eternity
I'm on the ledge
One more step and there's no turning back
There's no hope and I just want this to end
Don't kill yourself
Don't do it
There's still hope
Don't go through it
You don't want things to end like this
Think of everyone that will miss you
And now you're gone
Don't throw it all away all because you want to escape
I understand that you're feeling afraid
Please back down and walk away
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8. |
Jeopardy
01:30
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I can't believe that I wasted so much time
28 years I've been wasting my life
Now I see that I have been so blind
I wish could somehow reverse time
I'm in jeopardy and I'm taking back what's mind
It's such a tragedy and I ignored all the signs
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9. |
In The Garden
09:00
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Hacienda Gardeners Los Angeles, California
Hacienda Gardeners is an American indie rock band from Los Angeles, California
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